i can feel it slowly creeping into mi again..... the sign of the depression..... noooooo... shit man..... suddenly will get emo over nothing... nt a good sign.... ahhh... i need peace n quiet... something with i dun tink my house can give now...... it is a thing tat is hard to come by in my hse.... hiazzz.... lucky gt afew fren working near my hse.... can at least go their shop n seek peace n quiet.....
hope april 21 faster come....................... i wana get out of my current camp..... too much nonsense thing happen there..... tekong here i come.... haha.... although stay in but at least dun need to stress about all the nonsense thing happening at the camp......... once reach tekong it is onli 49 day to go...........
cny!!!!!!!!!! faster come... my favourite festival whole year............. faster faster come.... haha
is it possible one day tat i go home my home is peaceful..... everyday is like fighting a new war..... it is like waiting for one party to take a lighter n drop it on top of a fuel.... hiazzz..... is there nth tat can be done to stop tis nonsense..........
wat do i really want..... i seriously duno wat i really want alrdy..... just passing my time on auto pilot....4 n 1/2 mth to go....... where to find gf..... haha... i just cant seem to open my mouth n say the word in the critical time.....courage is a impt thing......... which i dun have...... hahaaaa
If love is really blind.... i tink i should go blind to try n feel how it is..... haha..... i wonder wat would it feel like.... when will i find the ONE... haha.... i shell follow where my heart flow... my brain is runing on autopilot now.............
so headache nowadays.... feeling too much stress alrdy.... maybe ord will help to reduce stress... haha.... 4 mth ++ to go..... so close yet so far.... hiazz...........