veri veri sian ah......... how is it possible i m feeling so low man...... omg....... even talking i found it veri lazy.... zzzz..... wat can i do man....... omg........ feeling veri veri veri low...... low until the lowest point...... go to other ppl bbq onli like spolit the mood there sia.... too low to even talk....... i dun tink tis is me man..... who is tis person who go to the bbq yest....... ahha........... dunno who is he sia..... how to change ba to my old self..... i m more use to my old self..... the one who found it difficult to stop talking........ ah........... if tis cont i tink sooner or later it is to be permanent like tat.... i must change back..... ahhhhhhhhhh.......... must remind myself...... change change change...........zzz.z.
hmm.... i tink i will be clerk at tekong liao...... haha.... but if post out i hope i dun need to do duty on 2nd sept.... lol..... if nt i organise the gathering the organiser cant go.... haha..... funny sia...... lol........ i tink i must appoint someone to be the organiser liao..... haha..... i nt 100% can go..... prey........ i dun need to do duty..... haha.......... hope faster post out..... lol
so so so so so so boring....... how can ppl do thing with black faces everyday sia..... i dunno..... i cant do thing with black face for even half a day..... ahhhh.... all i hope is to get posted to a 8-5 job be4 6 sept..... i wanna go to watch sg vs china at national statium.......... ahhhhhhhh..... fast fast post out......... haha
wat can i say about my life..... lol........ i myself is wondering how i survive so long sia...... lol....... i m slacking 3/4 of my life...... living without motivation for my life till now....... luckily my character still be able to make some close fren.......... i tink i m veri veri lame ba...... hahaha..... i got the ability to make ppl laugh.... and the ability to make ppl angry within minute...... haha........ but i prefer to do the former.... i like to make ppl laugh........ haha....... tat y i talk the way i m....... i hope i m able to stay like tat forever...... but i really dunno how long i can be able to maintain tat....... each day seem to get by harder........ slower and slower............ omg.......... the world seem more stranger den i remember......... strange thing happen..... hiaz........ lol....... i m a despressed guy... lol........ hard to imagine sia........ i tot i m able to handle the despression...... but i tink it is starting to get over me..... mayb it is too much to handle......... lol........ i need someone to share burden...... lol....... where is the one...... haha.......... so ke lian..... 20 year of loner life..... haha........ i tink i m to laazy to find a partner.... lol............ hard to even take care of myself...... haha............ah........ i like to use the word haha.... dunno y also..............
seem life is less and less interesting....... lol............ i m always so lack of motivation...... where can i find motivation...... motiviation is the most difficult thing i can find in my life............... i m nt one who wun b "high" easily...... lol......... i m veri veri slow starter...... need veri long time to warm up...... lol.......... and dun make mi b a bastard to anyone........ i can b as bastarb as anyone u noe................ i can make a person angry within a few sentance......... so plzzzz dun try to make mi do tat...... omg......... i m goin to siao liao........ ahhhhh
wat m i goin to do.......... i tink the longer i stay in ns... i m goin to have less and less prinicipal..... no more yuan zhe liao.......... ahhhh.... the stupid knee... happi happi pain... happi haappi nt pain..... omg............ ahhhhh................... confuse confuse.... dunno wan to hope tat is serious or nt serious....... ahhhhhhhh......... i goin crazy liao......... ns ah ns........... got learn alot of thing.......... but with a cost to mi......... haha............. hope the posting faster come out..... lol