wat can i say about my life..... lol........ i myself is wondering how i survive so long sia...... lol....... i m slacking 3/4 of my life...... living without motivation for my life till now....... luckily my character still be able to make some close fren.......... i tink i m veri veri lame ba...... hahaha..... i got the ability to make ppl laugh.... and the ability to make ppl angry within minute...... haha........ but i prefer to do the former.... i like to make ppl laugh........ haha....... tat y i talk the way i m....... i hope i m able to stay like tat forever...... but i really dunno how long i can be able to maintain tat....... each day seem to get by harder........ slower and slower............ omg.......... the world seem more stranger den i remember......... strange thing happen..... hiaz........ lol....... i m a despressed guy... lol........ hard to imagine sia........ i tot i m able to handle the despression...... but i tink it is starting to get over me..... mayb it is too much to handle......... lol........ i need someone to share burden...... lol....... where is the one...... haha.......... so ke lian..... 20 year of loner life..... haha........ i tink i m to laazy to find a partner.... lol............ hard to even take care of myself...... haha............ah........ i like to use the word haha.... dunno y also..............