veri veri sian ah......... how is it possible i m feeling so low man...... omg....... even talking i found it veri lazy.... zzzz..... wat can i do man....... omg........ feeling veri veri veri low...... low until the lowest point...... go to other ppl bbq onli like spolit the mood there sia.... too low to even talk....... i dun tink tis is me man..... who is tis person who go to the bbq yest....... ahha........... dunno who is he sia..... how to change ba to my old self..... i m more use to my old self..... the one who found it difficult to stop talking........ ah........... if tis cont i tink sooner or later it is to be permanent like tat.... i must change back..... ahhhhhhhhhh.......... must remind myself...... change change change...........zzz.z.