I m writting this blog in the memories of my late 2nd uncle who passed away last fri...... When i 1st heard about the news, i dunno how to react as it was so sudden.... but by the 2nd day when the prayer for him is on.... My tear was like a tap which was nt turn tightly, the tear jus flow down freely.... i also dunno the reason for this, mayb is becos when i remember the last time i see him is on the CNY day 1 when i go to my aunt hse..... He was still his normal self.... Disturbing us as him nephew and niece.... But i tink wat make mi cry is tat when i tink of the last thing he ask was tat when was the NBA All-Star.... I reply he in a veri unhappi tone tat i dunno the date.... whiich i really dunno but i should have reply him properly.... All was too late now...... N when the 1st prayer is finish i have stop crying... as i dun have too much tear to cry.... but when the next 3 prayer happen i cant help but also cry with them.... as whenever i walk round the cofin as part of the prayer i see my 1st aunt cry and my dad was also crying at the back of the line... as my dad and my 2nd uncle are quite close.... seeing him cry so much in one day is the 1st time..... as i think he is too sad to be able to be console... and then when his cofin was on the way to out of the funeral places there is a walk for a little distance as a sign like to ask him to go peacefully... when the last leg of journry is completed and we all go onto the bus for the rest of the jounry... my dad go up to the car where the body is place and touch the cofin... he cry when he touched it as if he does nt bear him to be gone forever from him.... the sight of this make mi heart pain..... becos this is the 1st time i see my dad so sad.... mayb when my grandpa die he is more sad but i m too small to rmb it.... when the cofin was bought to the place where it is to be burn into ashes, the whole room which are fill with relative cry.... i at 1st tot that i can control my tear and nt cry again... but seeing tat my 2nd uncle is being burn away in tat cofin make my tear flow down again.... i just lie down the railing to cry as i cant bear seeing his cofin being transport into the burner place..... I tink this is one of the saddest day i will ever have...
How i wish i have answer him properly when i have the chance.. But all is too late.... I jus wan to tell whoever who is reading blog to treasure the person dear to u now.... As we may have no chance to talk to them after today.....